HAVE LOSS
The work of Stephanie Beauty
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| Have a Lost - a Romantic Love Story |
I'm not strong enough to tell my mother that I'm going with this thousand-stones. I am not tolerable enough to tell my family that they will have grandchildren from my womb with my status who are still high school graders. I do not even have a face to watch them all. It was here that I could walk upright without worrying about something that lowered me. Even though I deserve to be humiliated.
Lost
The incident 2 months ago has been a very deep wound. Dimas has scratched the deepest wound in me. He grabbed my madness and escaped with another woman. I still remember clearly, before his departure, he boldly appeared before me with a woman who hung on his arm. The woman is dressed sexy. All intimate stages are visible. Her smooth white chest even poked teasingly behind her blouse flower. Her legs clad in hotpants that make her seem sexy. Her legs even wear a pair of beautiful heels. I had time to stare and look at myself in my reflection, what can I be proud of from me? My favorite flat shoes flats? Alias shirt and jeans that I bought in the market? I cringed with embarrassment.
Naturally Dimas chose the woman. His instinct is entitled to get what he needs. But why it is the obligation to stain me first he chose the woman. Quite leave and leave me, do not hurt me like this. Live shy, die not want to. That's who I was before I finally realized that I had to rise by starting a new day. Throw away all the bad memories as well as the people who hurt me. I'll be back, but when I've stepped perfectly on the peak of success by raising my own child.
Unbeknownst to me, I had reached the little shop belonging to my acquaintance. I went in and finished the shop before the store opened. A small electronic store. This shop belongs to Yanti, a childhood friend who used to live next door at my house. Now Yanti hijrah to Bandung to seek a more viable livelihood. He relies on this shop for me because he intends to help me. Yanti could not stay long in the store because she was busy reviewing the location for her new store. Slowly but surely he has now succeeded. Proven with his plan to open a new branch and here I am now. Lisa the electronics shopkeeper.
"Hey Lis, have you come? I want to go to the location first ya. Store I give you, yes. If in the afternoon I have not come home, closed aja, it's okay. Later, if I had to wait for me. Ok? I go first yes. "Yanti smiled as she took her bag. I smiled back and nodded in agreement.
Not an easy matter waiting for the word yes slid from the mouth of Yanti. He actually did not approve of me living with him and even keeping his shop. But he was more sympathetic to the baby in my blood. An innocent baby that might be his life if his dumb mother did not get the money to give him a nutritional intake. With that argument Yanti accepts me at her house and shop. He is really noble.
"Excuse me, I will take my order yesterday. Flat 21 inch TV on behalf of King Satria. What has been prepared? "Immediately my reverie was dispersed. Ah lately I'm proving to be a bit more dreamy than it used to be.
"I see it for a while, check the checklist. Please sit down first. "I smiled kindly at a man I thought was about 27 years old. 10 years older than me, I mumbled to myself.
"Your order has been prepared. I'll have the messenger take it. Do you bring your own vehicle to take home? "
"I bring my own aja, mbak. I happen to be bringing a car. Can you take it to the avanza silver car up front? "
"All right, mas. Please sign here as proof has taken your order. Our messenger will pick him up in your car immediately. "I handed him a receipt of a carbon-coated purchase so there is a copy that can be saved as an archive.
"Good thank you, mas. Hopefully you are satisfied with our service. Happy coming back. "I ended our conversation with a smile.
"Thank you
