JALAN CINTAKU .... !!!!
Rahayu Nur Rahmawati's work
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| My Love Street - Love Teen Short Story |
Laughter and togetherness have been happening since the first time, since we were still a child. We are friends, we are kind of brothers, so close, and understand each other. Call it himself by the name of Rama. There is not a bit of imagination that crossed my mind to feel his love, all changed when we grow up, when we tlah know what is the meaning of a togetherness that is accompanied by love. When he said want to deliver me not as a friend or relative, really did not have time I thought, confused me feel. But, I did not want to make him hurt or sad, I decided to accept his request.
From that moment on, there was a doubt in my heart, whether this was the right decision, in a way I did not want to disappoint Rama, but in a way she had just ended her relationship with one of my own best friends, Reina. My relationship is, at first no one knows, only me and Rama. But, as time went on, everyone knew, beegitupun Reina, at first I was afraid if she was angry and hated me.
But in fact he is not why, he is not angry or hate me. My relationship with Rama was fine initially, but since we were no longer a school, when we were choosing different schools, my relationship went a long way, and I felt we were far away. At that time I admit, my heart is turned away, and after I know his heart also tlah turn to others, I decided to end this relationship.
'' Maybe this proved the best way for both of us, we proved not one, no more accuracy in our relationship, so we better stop pretty here "
He got this message, and he approved of my decision. From that moment on, I had relationships with other people. Currently kumenasa very happy, my parents give blessing to my relationship with this person, call it Adrian. I do not want to release him, I routinely hope this relationship is not in vain.
But fate tells me otherwise, Adrian leaves me with a wound, his heart turns away. I did not think it was so bitter for me, I did not think he would betray me. I'm in a state of pain, I can not bear to rise from all this bitter reality.
'' If it is proven we are obliged to separate, I've found someone who loves you more than me "
The message is, until now I do not understand, do not know who he meant. I always try to forget and dismiss her shadow in my fate, but it's so hard I feel. This pain continues to feel, when he did not want to greet me, even mention my name alone had not had time he did.
Various months ago, Rama again approached me not as a friend.
'' I realize that while I'm just loving you, even though I've passed the day with another heart, but I did not have time to feel a love like you ''
His remarks were not quite enough for me to melt, and I said I did not want to have that kind of relationship first.
'' We are better that a friend, we can not possibly menjalaini relationship as before, I love you as my friend "
I did not have time to think about the effects of my words, hurt him alias disappointing, I do not know. All I know is that I make all this for the sake of my friendship with him. She did not have the time to give up my heart, she routinely pampered and paid attention to me. Routine he tried to convince me, that he was always happy for me.
'I love you very much, give me one more chance, to erase my mistake in the past, I promise not your betrayal, I do not make you sick, believe me that love and my love for you is sincere' '
His words, so long for me to melt against him. Until finally I decided to try to make a special relationship with Rama.
'' I try to trust you again, I give you a chance and I believe all your words, please do not hurt and betray me this ''
On 17 January 2012, we have a relationship again. My days are filled with your attention and affection, your praise to me so that my daily menu. But, there is still a doubt in my heart, I still wonder, actually if I love him? Everyone says I love you, I routinely say '' I love you too '', I do not know wrong what I said that, I know, I will make her happy if I say that I also love her.
His attitude proved to be not the same as it used to be, had grown older, but still there was an attitude that annoyed me. I want my routine scolded but I do not want a fight between us, I just want to have a longer relationship with him.
Although I try to avoid arguments,
